Any house that I need to be ‘let out of’ via key to a deadbolt from the inside, I have no business being there & no one can make me think otherwise.
This is probably one example of why I am going to end up alone - I lack trust in others and if I feel uncomfortable, I bolt. In my defense, however, things I was uncomfortable with (and I have tried a lot of things) may have been about to go down and I felt like I couldn’t handle it, so I peaced.
This day sucked; I had a bad day = I suck immensely. It is something I have accepted.